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lunar_scytheAnyone have ideas to help me get motivated to do... well, ANYTHING?
The only times I've been out of bed this week have been for things I *have* to do, like going to work, and eating. Grocery Shopping, cause I had nothing to eat, and even that was largely because dad showed up and said 'you have to go shopping, right?' and it's easier to go along with that then trying to argue. Especially since I *did* need to. Stuff like that.
I don't even know why I got sucked into this in the first place. Well, actually, a lot of it probably has to do with my sister going back to Texas. She's my best friend, and well, I miss her. Dammit, just saying that made me tear up.*sniffs*
Coming down with a cold didn't help, either, and I'm *still* waiting to hear for sure if Jennifer's going with me to see FOB, since I got 2 tickets through OCK! If not, well, that ticket might be an early xmas present for someone.
I have tons of things I should be doing: I have a package to mail off, my laundry always needs to be done, I need to clean my room, I need to find a paper for my car(it's in here somewhere...), I could be putting up xmas stuff, making fudge, trying to sell off some of the million MIP mlp G3's I got in Las Cruces, so I'd have more money for the show...
but I can't seem to get moving this week, and feeling depressed always makes me feel like I'm a spoiled little brat, cause my life's pretty good, and I know it.
The only times I've been out of bed this week have been for things I *have* to do, like going to work, and eating. Grocery Shopping, cause I had nothing to eat, and even that was largely because dad showed up and said 'you have to go shopping, right?' and it's easier to go along with that then trying to argue. Especially since I *did* need to. Stuff like that.
I don't even know why I got sucked into this in the first place. Well, actually, a lot of it probably has to do with my sister going back to Texas. She's my best friend, and well, I miss her. Dammit, just saying that made me tear up.*sniffs*
Coming down with a cold didn't help, either, and I'm *still* waiting to hear for sure if Jennifer's going with me to see FOB, since I got 2 tickets through OCK! If not, well, that ticket might be an early xmas present for someone.
I have tons of things I should be doing: I have a package to mail off, my laundry always needs to be done, I need to clean my room, I need to find a paper for my car(it's in here somewhere...), I could be putting up xmas stuff, making fudge, trying to sell off some of the million MIP mlp G3's I got in Las Cruces, so I'd have more money for the show...
but I can't seem to get moving this week, and feeling depressed always makes me feel like I'm a spoiled little brat, cause my life's pretty good, and I know it.
